Sunday, March 1, 2009

"They exist outside existence."

Funny things you think of when its almost 3 am. i was not high last night...i think. i was thinking about a fanfic that i read when i was going to bed. there were these aliens that existed before the big bang, before time, space, space time, or any laws at all. so i thought about them and just as the title says: 'They exist outside existence." that was totally my idea. no one can steal it. Copyright. i wish.
ive been thinking deeper than ever before. im only in the 8th grade, but i think pretty deep. i think about stuff like: space, time, space-time, boundaries, purposes (especially last year when i was trying to find a purpose in life. I WAS ONLLY 12!!) inspiration, beliefs, physics, thermodynamics- jk, i barely understand it- etc. one of my friends keeps asking me wat i believe in. i just say"God" and she asks "that's it?" its kinda weird.
u no wats even weirder? the fact that i downloaded songs from the 60's-90's. the 90's seem so far away. like then i listened to backstreet boys and britney spears. now i listen to...Top 40.
Then: Full House Now: Torchwood
Then: Pop Now: Top 40 or Rock
Then: Sweet and girly shirts and pants Now: dark rinse flare leg jeans, converse, scoop neck or crew neck shirts
Then: Mary Poppins Now: Cloverfield
Then: couldnt read Now: Bloody Jack Adventures
i saw Lord of the Rings on TNT today. it was kinda funny when guy catches fire and runs of a building into a battle sequence. and like 40 almost endings. ur about to turn it off, WAIT..theres more. its over-WAIT...theres more. ur about to leave-WAIT.. theres more. WTF.
Oh and my language arts class is doing Romeo and Juliet. i audtioned for Juliet-but forgot my part after Romeo asks Juliet if she loves him. it was kinda funny.
Romeo: I love you. Do you love me?
Me: (long pause) wait...i forgot my part.
i think im done. good nite multiverse.

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